Happy Holidays!

Happy Holidays to all. Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving and is looking forward to a good Christmas (and good Yule for my Wiccan friends). I had a great Thanksgiving seeing all my family. My aunt, Uncle and cousins that came in from Phoenix. It was awesome. My Aunt Pam got all crazy and put on my brothers hat and just was funny. It was a blast. The picture to the right is my cousin Bailey. She is pretty awesome. We had fun just chilling and talking.

After Thanksgiving, on black Friday, my mom went out shopping and my boys went with Jason. They are with him till Tuesday. I have definitely had a blast without the kids here. Not that I dont miss them, because I do. It has just been a nice break. Friday night, my best friend Heather and I went out and had some drinks. a nice girls night out. Then last night I went over to my boyfriends house. Thats right, I said boyfriend. Jesse and I have become very serious and I am loving it. He cooked dinner and sang me a song that he wrote just for me. It was his way of telling me he loved me. Then he just flat out said he loved me. I was so thrilled because I have fallen in love with him. He is just my perfect guy. He score and 11 out of 11 on my list of things I want in a man. I mean, perfect score, that never happens. And the fact the he took the time to write me a song and preform it for me. I mean, that is romance right there. He is just so amazing. I love him so much.

So, needless to say, I have had a good weekend. I hope all of you have a great weekend as well. Happy Holidays and Blessed Be!

Just another day....

Been having fun with the kids these past few days. Getting ready for Thanksgiving. The boys and I are gonna make mashed potatoes. It will be super fun. I will make sure to take photos of them mashing the potatoes so I can put them up on my blog for all to see. They really are such adorable little boys. I feel very blessed to have my little ones. My whole life I have wanted to be a mother and now that I am, it doesn't seem real at times. Some days I wake up and see my little boys laying in bed and think, I am so lucky to have them. I cant believe that I am mom. I may have started young but it was worth it. I would not change any of it. My sons are my whole world and they have good fathers. I may not be with the fathers but I know they love my kids. 

Jim has always been a great daddy, Has been since before Chandler was born. Chandler loves him to death and I am so happy that he is in his life. I love to see them together, the way the act when they are together. I know it has been hard for Chandler not having Jim around since he went to boot camp. However, I do know that once Jim is done and has a stable home, Chandler will be spend lots of time with him. Jim is one of my best friends and I know it did not work out between us but I know it was for the best. We were meant to be friends, not lovers. Because he now has an amazing wife and 4 step kids that are so lucky to have him. I miss my friend and I know Chandler misses him too. But it wont be long now. 

Jason is a good father too. Jayden loves him so much. Sometimes it may seem that Jayden doesn't miss him but the second he sees a picture or hears us talk about him, he wants his daddy. It is so sweet how much he loves him. I just wish he could see him more often. I know it is hard on Jayden and Jason not being together all the time. But I am hoping that soon, Jayden will get to spend time with his father. 

I did not intend on this post to be about my sons fathers but that's what it ended up being. Oh well, needed to be said. I made so cute little babies and I could not have done it without the help of the men my boys call Daddy. Blessed Be!

Friday Night!

I am so excited. Only one day left till I get to see my sweet Jesse. I wish today was Friday so I could see him. He is such a romantic. I love that. I have a very good feeling about this date. We talked on the phone for a little bit yesterday. I love the sound of his voice. I cant wait till I get to hear him sing. And he says he wants to cook for me. I must be special. Maybe for our next date he can cook for me. I am just so excited to see him and hug him. Maybe do a little kissing. LOL. We will see where things go. Blessed Be!

Just Living Life...

Sorry it has been a while. Just been living it up with my kidos. It has been hard since Jason left but we are dealing. The boys don't seem to miss him at all. They are strong little dudes. Well he have just been having a blast together. For the first time I took my kids to the zoo by myself. I was very proud. They loved it. I did to. It was nice to get out of the house. We don't do that much these days. 

Zoo trip was fun though. I wanted the kids to feed the giraffes. They were so excited about doing it. That is, until they got up to the giraffes and saw how big they were. Then they got scared. But we still had fun. They learned a lot too. There was docents all over the zoo. Everywhere we went, the boys learned about animals. They were so cute. 

I have been just doing school work and wait impatiently for the semester to end. Its getting close. I have done all my midterms and only have 6 or 7 weeks left. Doing good though. And I am getting over Jason. I have actually gone out on a date. No second date for that guy though. He spent the whole time making jokes about my age. He was 33 so he thought it would be funny to poke fun at how young I am the whole time. It got annoying real quick. But I do have a date with this other guy on Friday. I am looking forward to this date. This guy is perfect for me. He plays guitar, he sings, he is so hot, he loves kids, he has a kid, and the best part of all is he has a real job. the 3 years Jason and I were together, he olny had one job and he quit it like the day after I had Jayden. But this guy has a good job. Hoping that he isn't to weird or sarcastic to where I would now go on a second date. But we have been taling for a while now and I am really starting to like him.

I guess that is all for now. I am sorry for any of you that have been following my other blog, Needles and Hooks, but I have just not had a whole lot of time to knit or crochet. But I promise I will have another video up soon. Hope everyone had a good Halloween. Ours was good. Had a good Samhain as well. Blessed Be to all!!!