Is love enough? It love ever enough? What is it that makes a relationship last? I wish I knew these things. I wish I knew what I could do to make it good enough for him. What to do to make him really happy. I wish I knew these things. Why am I not good enough? I was good enough for 2 1/2 years, why not now. Why is this relationship not good enough. What is it he is expecting of me. I know I am not the greatest housekeeper but I manage just like anyone else. But then again, maybe that is not it. Maybe he is just wanting to move on and see someone new who is skinny and blonde and beautiful. Maybe he just doesn't want to be married to a plain jane wife. I may not be skinny and blonde but I am a cute person. At least I think so. But who knows, I might not even be his type.
Maybe I am just settling? Do I really think that he is the one for me, that there is no one else out there that can treat me better, that doesn't put me down everyday and make me cry? I don't know. I just can't think about this right now. The last thing I want to think about losing the person that I love. No one wants to think like that. But I need to. I need to figure out what it is that I need to because I have a wedding coming up in a few months and it just wouldn't be a wedding without a groom. I just don't know what to do.
I am so in love with this beautiful big cat. This cat is the sweetest looking thing in the world. It is the Black Jaguar! Also known as the Panther. This cat can not be described in words. So for the first time, I will be posting a photo entry. Enjoy!
Is love enough? It love ever enough? What is it that makes a relationship last? I wish I knew these things. I wish I knew what I could do to make it good enough for him. What to do to make him really happy. I wish I knew these things. Why am I not good enough? I was good enough for 2 1/2 years, why not now. Why is this relationship not good enough. What is it he is expecting of me. I know I am not the greatest housekeeper but I manage just like anyone else. But then again, maybe that is not it. Maybe he is just wanting to move on and see someone new who is skinny and blonde and beautiful. Maybe he just doesn't want to be married to a plain jane wife. I may not be skinny and blonde but I am a cute person. At least I think so. But who knows, I might not even be his type. 